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Tuesday, 22 December 2009

  • I want my smile back

    Browsing through my Facebook status I realized that I have been emotionally unstable recently especially after the incident.
    and sad to say that, I still find it hard to control my emotions. I still cant control my act. I still tend to sms and asked for stupid request.
    Maybe I rather make him hates me since he doesn't love me anymore.
    Waking up today at my home, I don't feel happy. I see all the trouble and responsibility awaiting me.
    I feel so tired when my mum grumble for don't know what reason.
    I feel so tired when I wanted to turn on to someone I trust but I realize I couldn't do that.
    I have no one I could trust.
    I am not happy at all even I am home.
    Singapore should be the choice, since I really don't feel like staying at home.
    I am selfish.
    I wanted to run away. I want to have my own life.
    I know if i leave my hometown, I would have lost all my friends. I have to start all over again.
    I am afraid to go there alone, I am afraid to be alone and lonely in a place which I barely know.
    Nowadays, crying has been much more easier than smiling.
    I can just cried and cried and cried but I find it hard to keep smiling.
    I really wanted to get back my smile and my happiness.
    Why it is so hard? Why do i looked so pathetic?
    stupid girl.

Wednesday, 16 December 2009

  • 谢谢!

    给你的一封信,
    这是一个感谢你的信。
    谢谢你一直以来给我的爱,关怀和所有和我一起度过的时间。
    我很肯定认识你过后让我成长了许多。
    谢谢你所帮助过我的一切。
    谢谢你所给我的知识, 真的教会了我很多东西。
    在过去的11个月13天虽然有起有落,但是我还是很珍惜。
    谢谢你每次在我最需要你的时候陪伴着我,你是一个让我可以信任的人,在我最失落的时候陪伴着我和可以和我分享快乐的人。
    谢谢你曾经帮助过我的一切。
    我很抱歉在你生命里带给你的麻烦,我很抱歉所有对你说过残忍的话
    那些都是每当我情绪不稳定时和冲动时的行为。
    从今天起,你可能不再是一个我可以依靠的人,但我们的友谊将永远保持不变。
    谢谢你给过我的一切。

    xoxo,
    一个傻傻的女孩

Wednesday, 25 November 2009

  • How to Manage it?

    Again...again... and again... at the end of the road... it's another wall blocking my road...
    what should i do to break it through? or should i make a U-turn?
    I want to break it!

    1. Temper management
    2. Time management

    sometimes i still get very frustrated.. frustrated with myself.. with things... and people around...
    i really hope i can do something to avoid getting too frustrated.. as i tend to show my temper whenever i am down...
    is there any other way to train my temper?

Wednesday, 16 September 2009

  • love story

    what do u guys think about 'Love Story' by Taylor Swift?
    I bet everyone loves this song a lot...
    I, personally love this song more than anything..
    It makes me feel so sweet...so romantic..like i am always in love......
    It's as if I understand juliet's feeling... :)
    everytime I listen to this song I feel so much better.. feel so happy... feel glad... satisfied...

    Today...listening to this song... makes me feel nothing but extremely sad...
    All I have now is just tears.. :)
    listening to this song really hurts my heart even deeper...
    each word is as if been stabbed into my heart..
    yay~ feel so cruel but i would like to force myself listening to it..
    until the day i stop crying! :p

    this is my favourite part..
    "romeo save me.. i been feeling so alone
    i keep waiting for u but u never come
    is this in my head? i dont know what to think.."

    but i guess i will never hear this for now..
    "marry me juliet, u never have to be alone
    i love u and thats all i really know
    i talked to ur dad, go pick out a white dress
    it's a love story-baby just say "Yes"






Monday, 07 September 2009

  • The Urge to Blog

    The urge to blog.
    Do u believe that sometimes u will get the urge to blog out of sudden but it's so not convenient for u to the in front the computer and start typing.
    Well, tonight I got the urge to blog but I got do not have any specific topic in my mind now.
    Basically life is kind of messy right now. Things are so not organize.
    I am still as lazy as ever thou I hope I will try hard to make things better.
    At this point of time, I should and I will believe that I will make through it this time.
    YES! BELIEVE and you will Achieve it. :)

    To all my classmate,coursemate, uni-mate out there! work hard and enjoy the heat!! yeah!!
    To all my girls back in Klang or wherever you are right now, I miss you guys so much! take carez... xoxo.

    To you, take care! I hope you will be happy always and free from trouble. Love u! muacksss...

    nites,peeps!!


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