Browsing through my Facebook status I realized that I have been emotionally unstable recently especially after the incident.
and sad to say that, I still find it hard to control my emotions. I still cant control my act. I still tend to sms and asked for stupid request.
Maybe I rather make him hates me since he doesn't love me anymore.
Waking up today at my home, I don't feel happy. I see all the trouble and responsibility awaiting me.
I feel so tired when my mum grumble for don't know what reason.
I feel so tired when I wanted to turn on to someone I trust but I realize I couldn't do that.
I have no one I could trust.
I am not happy at all even I am home.
Singapore should be the choice, since I really don't feel like staying at home.
I am selfish.
I wanted to run away. I want to have my own life.
I know if i leave my hometown, I would have lost all my friends. I have to start all over again.
I am afraid to go there alone, I am afraid to be alone and lonely in a place which I barely know.
Nowadays, crying has been much more easier than smiling.
I can just cried and cried and cried but I find it hard to keep smiling.
I really wanted to get back my smile and my happiness.
Why it is so hard? Why do i looked so pathetic?
stupid girl.

Again...again... and again... at the end of the road... it's another wall blocking my road...
what should i do to break it through? or should i make a U-turn?
I want to break it!

1. Temper management
2. Time management

sometimes i still get very frustrated.. frustrated with myself.. with things... and people around...
i really hope i can do something to avoid getting too frustrated.. as i tend to show my temper whenever i am down...
is there any other way to train my temper?

The urge to blog.
Do u believe that sometimes u will get the urge to blog out of sudden but it's so not convenient for u to the in front the computer and start typing.
Well, tonight I got the urge to blog but I got do not have any specific topic in my mind now.
Basically life is kind of messy right now. Things are so not organize.
I am still as lazy as ever thou I hope I will try hard to make things better.
At this point of time, I should and I will believe that I will make through it this time.
YES! BELIEVE and you will Achieve it. :)

To all my classmate,coursemate, uni-mate out there! work hard and enjoy the heat!! yeah!!
To all my girls back in Klang or wherever you are right now, I miss you guys so much! take carez... xoxo.

To you, take care! I hope you will be happy always and free from trouble. Love u! muacksss...

nites,peeps!!